Yes, it will happen. I promise. It WILL smooth out. Everything will be smooth and easy. You just need to understand one simple thing, living life at every age has wrinkles, challenges, and difficulties. The only human state that is without challenge or pain, and for that matter without ecstasy and joy, is death. Where we put focus and appreciation matters. Every single day I still breathe is a day I can experience JOY! I choose to put my focus there.